I took my nighttime pills at 4:45 today and I started feeling them really nicely around 5 until the tray came. Usually I take those at 9:30pm so it was a nice change. I was thinking about how I really need a benzo on call for me. They might as well, it's my choice, right? Wouldn't want to get addicted again but that's why they'd be on call instead of every day.