I met a guy on a gay dating app. He was so nice and outgoing. Just a great guy. I sent him pictures of me, just face pictures. And he said, "you're catfishing me." "You are way uglier than your profile pic." I have gained 20 lbs from Seroquel and remeron. My heart is breaking. I'm making a commitment to stay off dating apps and sites for 3 months. I'm going to work on myself. I'm going to be the best me I can be. We were supposed to go on a date next weekend. I think he has some mental illness. I believe everyone has somebody for them, including me. I used to be a model, and after medications I'm just a loser. No more dating for me unless God arranges it. Goodbye grindr. Good bye okcupid. I'm focusing on me.