I've decided to stop taking the meds. They're making me very depressed. I feel empty and have been told I'm like a zombie. All I want to do is sleep and watch tv.

I'll call the doctor tomorrow. I still won't be able to see him until the week after but I can't keep on this one I'm only getting worse.

It took down my hypomania but now it's just making me go down lower and lower and lower.