I agree with everyone else. Frankbtl, Jennifer, Pegasus, and Laurie all made some really valid points! it sounds like your sister has issues and is a bully. I hope you don't feel too bad or embarrassed. That IS the depression talking. Also the way society is set up, the messages we get, are not always correct or accurate, and can exacerbate depressive thinking. I think it shows strength that you wrote it out here. Do you think your parents would take any action if you told them? Try to stay away from her and take care of you. Hope you keep posting here. Starrysky