Ever since my doctor had me on an antidepressant and I went bipolar then off it I've been stuck in an anhedonic state. I'm not on an antidepressant, not on a mood stabilizer anymore, just an antipsychotic and I can't feel love or simple mental pleasures anymore. Its a prison sentence. I regret being weak to ask for a depression pill becauser ill never be happy again because of it. I don't feel depression, loneliness, nothing.