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Originally Posted by Rayne_
Daisy Dead Petals-Thank you. I can't help but think it's a reflection of my unworthiness or his wanting to get rid of me rather than him. Like growing up, I didn't deserve to be parented ( I mean that literally). His actions cut to the bone, hurt me so deeply, reactivated core issues. I am obviously very wounded.
Sometimes I wonder if it's sadistic or to punish me, but I can't think of why he would do that. But these thoughts keep popping up in my conscious, but outside of the emotional reaction.
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Rayne-You haven't done anything to deserve this. You deserve a better therapist, the way he treated you was horrible. I went through two other therapists before I found my current one. You will get through this.