I like sex and have two lovers. I get laid about once a week. One of my lovers is married and is possessive. He believes I am his and only his. Whatever!! I just play along. The other lover is good in bed. I like being with him. The married man talks to me daily whereas the other one is too busy with work. Thus, it is a good combination. But, I sometimes wonder if I am horny because of being bipolar. I really don't like being horny. Really! However, masturbation is ok but being with another person is exciting and keeps me calm. What do you think? Do you feel that being bipolar contributes to your sex drive, meaning does the illness intensify your sex drive? I feel it does. I wish I was not so horny. I wish I were ho-hum sexless. But, my sexuality drives me to look good and be sexy. Weird stuff. I sometimes wonder if my illness is not under control. My psydoc thinks I am ok. I don't know. Am I ok?