I was a bit worried, but I know you're doing your best to do good work at your new job. Perhaps having outside responsibilities is evening out the highs & lows, if only a bit? As I've written before, I'm on disability & don't feel I'm able to work because of my mood swings. I really respect you for seeking & securing employment. As for what you've been going through the last few days, there's no need to apologize.