I'm kind of feeling this way again. But it's not quite as strong.

The news about Hurricane Harvey is unsettling. It looks like a post apocalyptic world in Houston. I watched CNN all day yesterday.

It is raining where I live, and there were loud booms of thunder. Our basement is flooding a little bit.

My orthodontist moved to another location for a few months while they Renovate. It was very chaotic there today. Everyone seemed distracted. I had to ask if my teeth were ok. The dentist sounded like she was hiding something. My mom said they are just distracted because they just moved last week and only work 2 days a week.

I'm just in general stressed out. I am in the process of finding a full time job, while trying to deal with budget cuts at my current job.

I am stressed out and my body is handling it by losing weight. I am not excercising and I feel like I should be maintaining my weight yet everytime I step on the scale I am less. This should not be a problem considering I am trying to lose 16 more pounds, but I don't think this amount of stress is healthy.

I do not have diabetes like my doctor thought. I just have a very fast metabolism.

I think once I get to work tomorrow, and the weather clears up around me, I will feel better. I am not sure if I am getting a double period. It has happened a couple other times, and I basically PMS for 3 weeks.

I don't think it's exactly like last time, because unlike last time, I feel like my world is real. I guess I'm just very stressed.