Right? It doesn't help matters that I have nobody to drive me anywhere which makes me even more dependent on the buses. It's not like I can afford Uber/Lyft all of the time either, yet, there are times when I need to pay $14 to use an Uber/Lyft to get to school or work because my schedule becomes so tied up.

I honestly wish I could just move to a big city with good public transportation just to avoid dealing with this issue all together. Unfortunately, it isn't economical for me to move at this time since the cost of living where I stay is so low.

I need to take driver's ed and get my license and a car but I can't get started until next month due to how expensive it is and then I have to commit 4-6 months to learning how to drive, which I am not looking forward to. It doesn't help matters for me that I am still not over my anxiety over learning how to drive at my age; I am scared of being judged by people because I'm a 26 year old man who is just now learning how to drive.