(((((((((( Fuzzy ))))))))))

You are allowed to be angry at your mother, and others who have hurt you. Recognizing your anger is an important step. I'm glad that you are working through it, and becoming more mindful. You have come a long way. Just don't let the anger consume you. There is a reason for your feelings and your actions, just as there was a reason for everyone else's, including your mother's. It's not an excuse, but at least it isn't so random as sometimes it might seem to be.

Luv Ya,
Rap