Yeah...Blank states are not good. The one I was in earlier was the worst. I never felt so bad as when I posted this original post. Never.

I'm feeling better now though.

I talked to my friend, and it started out normally...With me being all blah and talking about how crap I was feeling, and then at some point in the middle, it changed. We started having a conversation like we used to have before I really started becoming the way I am now. I felt good. I wasn't feeling tired, or down, or overwhelmed, or depressed or anything. Just good. I didn't realize it until the conversation had died down, but...It was certainly a pleasant and welcome surprise! I haven't felt that way in ages. I can't even tell you the last time it happened.

That feeling has diminished a lot though. I mean, I'm not feeling down or anything, but, the high has disappeared.