I usually refer to mixed states as the mania "turning" on me. I will be sailing along in euphoric mania and then the next day I will wake up anxious, irritable as all hell, angry, and with depressed thoughts. But with all the energy of the mania, except now it's bad energy. This is when I'll start pacing and crying, lashing out at my family. It's no good. This is when I usually go IP, because I get very suicidal and impulsive, not a good combo.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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