Thanks so much for all your support. My heart is not good, I see my psychiatrist again tomorrow. My brother now was talking to a "friend" who said "it's her illness" and HE'S NOT sick??? OMG
I am working my butt off to find a roommate, I need to go back to church and find some friends, and keep them and get on with my OWN life AWAY from all of this--it is tearing me up. I don't know what medications would help or it's just the environment?
Celexa is the only thing that remotely helped my depression, but the anxiety is worse--even when I'm not around my mom and bro, and i already take Librium---50mg a day---low dose. Sick to my stomach---trying my hardest to change this situation, I need to rest, emotinally and pysically exhausted, scared my heart is bad, should probably go to a doc I've been praying.