I see you making these posts quite often during times of stress, and I just can't take it seriously anymore. I think you are saying these things about lying and cheating to get ahead, but aren't actually going to do these things. I think you are frustrated with the stressors of adult life that you were not properly raised to deal with. It sucks that you did not get a proper childhood, but posts like this will not help you to move forward. It's just putting up a fake "tough guy" front that isn't believable with how many times you've flip flopped on it.

Driving vs. the bus, for example. I have decided not to learn to drive because it makes me anxious, so using public transit is what I do. There's no use complaining about it. Either make the changes you want to see, or accept where you're at and move forward.