I am glad everyone is checking in too - this thread has been a lifeline!

((((pink, sunrise)))))... yeah, I ... i just dunno... sometimes she is my t, other times i am "on my own" - i don't know which is easier. I am relieved that she mended the mess up and terrorized that i now have to tell her how upset I was and ready to quit altogether. I am still ready to quit - i have to change jobs and have no idea when i might be able to get in. Quitting might be better than thinking i could have support if i could fit it in. I'm not wholy attached to her, but more than i thought if just knowing i have an appnt each week keeps me stable.

Health and prayers to you Sunrise on your surgery.. and Reiki if you like!
kiya