Jan I am so sorry you are going through that. What ever happen to the neighbors? I would hate to have to move. We have been in this house since for close to twenty years and hubby is kinda of a pack rat. I get a headache just thinking about it.

My sister survived her attempt. But it changed the way my parents treated her and me. Because of that I left home right after graduation. She was very very lucky.

I hope Liz is doing ok

Christina it's going to take time but I think you need to find a therapist someone you can talk to and maybe you need to think about moving again. I know you have a lot on your plate but a fresh start ........ a new place where you don't have to look at that door or room. I know you have a full plate with hubby being sick etc. but it's just a thought.

Everyone take care and Gus thank you for all of the pictures