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I am trying to find my faith, whatever it may be....some corners I have been welcomed and encouraged...some corners I feel I am being told I cannot be part of Gods house.....
Recently a light came on...I am letting it guide me, but find blocks in my way....I am confused to the point of maybe believing there is no god for me.....or that maybe I have sinned so much I cant be welcomed into any house of God......
I am very upset by this and dont know which way to turn,,,,I was feeling so much better, a light had been switched on....maybe it was just my imagination....

back to square 1.
Jin x disillusioned