Since I don't know what you are talking about I would say.. go for it. I mean seriously. As long as it is legal.

But Darkness, you are striking me as someone who doesn't want to face the world as it is and wants to return to the comfort zone. And that is ok.. I don't like the world either. But putting it off and retreating to these other schemes and strategies doesn't seem like it will do you any good. At some point.. you are going to have to deal, for an extended time, with all the crud that we all have to deal with. That includes hard and unpleasant things like the bus and work.

One of my favorite self help authors said if we don't push out of our comfort zone - it contracts. And there was a time I was as frustrated as you. Facing a wall of things I didn't know how to do. But I realized that if I didn't make myself do them.. I would always be scared and miserable. So isn't it just easier to make yourself deal with the hard stuff like drivers ed, and the job, and the bus and look on them as a way of training yourself to deal with the world? It always seems more daunting than it is. ALWAYS.

My heart really goes out to you.. I think you have a lot of friends on here who do care about you so.. I think you should think about that.