Can't sleep again. I guess I'm worrying about my job again. Not really worrying, just thinking about a lot of things. I want to meet the principal and the admin team. I'm afraid I'm going to be under scrutiny because I was let go last year, which is probably true. But if my supervisor didn't believe in me he wouldn't have called to offer me this job. That is comforting and terrifying. I don't want to let him down.
I'm going to try to get over to the high school on Thursday to check it out. I'm also going to email my supervisor and ask him if he knows what classroom I'll be in and what teacher(s) I'll be working with. I hope they are understanding.
I'm just so nervous! A couple of days ago I couldn't sleep so I found a sleep meditation on YouTube and did that and it put me right out so I think I'm going to do that again.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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