Not judging you at all, trying desperately to help you. And please don't assume I've had it better than you, you have no idea of my life experiences or circumstances.

Regarding money - You can find links to back up anything these days. I was giving you my personal experiences regarding happiness, success and not needing to be rich.

Choosing the path of being a hacker, well do you realise how many lives you can ruin with that and can you live with yourself doing that?

I hope you think this through some more, you are a valued person here with many friends, that must mean something to you. Or is the call of money and illegal activity that much more appealing to you?

I do wish you luck and hope you'll choose a better path.