My memory is very good but I have no concept of time since I suffered brain damage from drinking and was put on meds as soon as I quit drinking. As far as I am concerned everything in my life happened 5 years ago even though I know that can't possibly be true. It's a strange feeling.
Lamictal robbed me of my ability to write anything more than a few sentences whereas before I could write a short story in a day or so. To make things worse it seems the Lamictal will be increased as it is the only thing that keeps the severe depression at bay.