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Well I blew it - gave in and ordered a bottle on Sun, and canceled my dinner party, drank Sun. mon. Tues. morning, then stopped when I finished the bottle, spent most of yesterday afternoon and night throwing up. I'm over the nausea but still feel horible. The good news is I know this has got to stop. I'm determined to get back on the wagon.
I was sober for 14 months before relapsing, so I know I can do it. I've just got to be disciplined with myself. Going to a double recovery meeting this afternoon.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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