In some words you said its like i read myself.
I am 22 and i am virgin and same i like to be a virgin but deep down i dont want to end up alone.
And i am isolate socialy too.
I dress very modest too.
I believe maybe you are uncomfortable because of your father but because of the society i quess .
Society is very sexual and the same time you will be judge by other for being sexual.
I believe i am uncomfortable with sex cause when i was a kid my parents see me masturbating and hit me and tell me is wrong.
To be honest with you maybe some men dont like that you are a virgin and this is apply for me too.
Men maybe want women with sexual experience.
But i really hope to find a man that he will respect you because i believe there are men that when they hear that you are virgin they will think of you that you are modest and innocent.