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Old Aug 30, 2017, 11:16 AM
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Originally Posted by LacunaCoiler View Post
When I'm in an episode the nights are the worst for me. I have trouble walking around my house without turning on every light I go into (hallway lights, room lights, bathroom lights) even if it seems like one light will do. I even got a night light to sleep with, I even sleep with it now even though I'm not symptomatic anymore. And going outside of the house at night is a huge no-no when I'm in an episode.

It takes forever afterwards to regain control of the fear of the dark. I just finished a really bad episode about a month ago and am still sleeping with a night light, still turning on some lights (not nearly as many as before), and am barely starting to go outside at night. I think the lingering fear is from the possibility that it all can happen again instead of the actual episode itself.
I know what you mean---I thin there is almost a ptsd that comes with recovery from psychosis....
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