That wasn't helpful at all,you need to be more specific.

There's a difference in wanting drugs and craving them.Are you saying you are going through withdrawals or just wanting to get high?

Since you have said that you only use when you can afford it,which isn't very often,you would not be prescribed Suboxone,Methadone or anything like that.You have also said you use drugs to get rid of the pain,but I don't think it's the type of 'pain' that addicts go through when they are without their drugs.Your situation sounds like a whole different ballgame that should be treated with therapy and maybe psychiatric medication,not maintenance medications that addicts need in order to prevent severe withdrawal.

I don't mean to offend you but you asked about medications for obsessive cravings but I am wondering if it's not really that you're mentally and physically craving the actual drugs but instead maybe you have become obsessed with the subject of drugs?Like when you get obsessed with other subjects and then really struggle with whatever it is you become obsessed with?If you re-read your posts you will notice a pattern,you get obsessed with something and then really run with it,sometimes it might be BPD,sometimes dissociation,it's always something.Maybe you are creating your own struggles?Have you been diagnosed with OCD or hypochondria?Have you ever asked if maybe you could have one of them?