I push myself in depression all the time. Mainly because I don't want to admit to anyone that I'm depressed so I soldier through as best I can. I don't remember if in my last severe depression I still socialized but I'm sure I did something. It really does help to get out of your own head for awhile.

The anxiety is what's killing me now and I'm pushing through that too. I'm listening to motivational music and I'm not gonna let it beat me. I've come too far.

As ~Christina has said on a few people's posts, you have to fight and claw and viciously attack your episode. You are worth it.

I'm glad you're feeling a bit better.