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I'm sorry you're feeling so down right now Absolutely NO need to apologize for making a similar thread! It's how you're feeling right now, and you need to do what you need to do!
Missing people is a hard thing to deal with ... I definitely know that feeling ALL too well. I guess all we can do is try and be thankful for where we are right now, and with the people who we have around us.

xo Jacq