Also, psychiatric meds will help with the need to self medicate once you find ther right combo for you. The problem is you seem to want a quick fix, and there really isn't one. As addicts, we need to lear n how to manage and cope with how we ar e feeling without the quick fix and give the psych meds a chance to work. Drugs and alcohol keep the meds from doing their job. Do you have a pdoc that you are working with?