Hi. I was also socially awkward growing up. I was kind of clumsy and very shy. Because I was so quiet, kids made fun of me a lot and I never stood up for myself either. Now, many years later I sometimes think people are looking at me and thinking or saying I'm weird or creepy or something. I'm pretty sure it's just my insecurities. Could this be what happened to you? Maybe you only think people are looking at you strangely. I know when I hear people giggle around me my 1st reaction is they're laughing at me, but I'm trying to convince myself there's no reason for strangers to do that. You sound like a nice, normal person, who might be reacting to a life of bullying.