I spent a good portion of the day anxious and worrying about failing at my new job. But I've calmed down. I was supposed to take one tablet of depakote this morning but I forgot. I can never remember to take meds in the AM. Ah well. I have to develop a routine starting next week. High school starts earlier. I'll probably miss the morning traffic so that's good. I suck at getting up early though. Lord only knows why I chose to be a teacher.

This is my last chance. If I screw this up I'm out of education forever. Which may or may not be what I want. This year I will find that out.