Painful truths.
I can relate, Elsa.

(((((( Elsa ))))))
I think, deep down, many can relate. Possibly, deep down, all can relate?
I've done a lot of searching. Even so, I am largely ignorant and I don't find the state of ignorance "blissful."
I wish we all had the answers we feel we need, in order to fully escape fear and/or suffering.
In the meantime, we tend to keep trying to find what we think we need, that which may help us to truly heal.

WC