Thanks, SP. I was very fortunate to have access to all sorts of help at the time. My only regret was that I didn't take a year or two off school to re-evaluate my new circumstances I had found myself in. PTSD can rewire the mind, but minds can fix themselves with the right help a lot of the time. I was very fortunate that the PTSD settled after a year or two. It actually got amazing better after I got out of the university. This big weight was off my shoulders of not having to face them everyday, but my health was still getting worse due to bad med reactions which sent me swirling into bipolar symptoms and then I gave up on life and lived with my mom for a year. I'm slowly bouncing back though. I've got a place, a car, a bank account again, some extra money saved up, but I still owe a lot of debt when I couldn't work much while I lived with my mother. I'm sure a lot of people here can relate to my problems. I see some struggles are much harder than mine.