Just had my 10th TMS. They say changes take place after the 12th or 16th so I am getting close. The depression is still bad. My T yesterday said I was 'profoundly depressed' and was worried about me. The hope has almost left me but I will fight on. It is Fathers Day on Sunday here so I want to be able to be in a better place to cheer my Dad up. Bought Stevie Nicks tickets for him and my Mum as a combined FD and Christmas present with my sister. Hope they like them. It is tough buying for someone who has everything they want.

Also started Zoloft yesterday despite my pdoc's concerns about me and AD's. He said he just couldn't leave me so depressed and do nothing. Here's hoping that does help too.