Most of you know I had a breast reduction done on Dec 17 of this month. Well I have lost my best friend over it cause of the "drama' i have cauesed in her life and the anger level she is under in her life she has choosen to walk away from our friendship. She has tried to assure me that the surgery is not the main reason she is ending our friendship, but I have no other reason to come to.
She is one of my only friends I could have counted on in the past and now I really have none in the 3d world.
In some ways I have seen this coming cause we hardly ever saw each other over the last few months, but I did not want it to end cause of my being laid up due to my surgery over the hoidays .

Some part of me also thinks it has to do with my ex- and her dating cause of all the stress he has caused her but she just will not get rid of it. but I am not sure??
I am so confused and deperssed over this issue, I am not sure how to feel?
IN one hand i sorta feel relived cause I do not have to listen to her anger towards her child anymore, or towards others, but on ther other I worry now for that anger ?
IN the other hand I worry for her, cause she is not seeking the help she needs ???
I am so confused.

I know right now all I really should be concerd with is healing and getting better and speinding time with my faimily but we have been friends since 96 and that is what worries me the most..