The night is when I believe that I can't control my thoughts where I think that I could possibly do something dangerous and I'm about to go to sleep now. If I can't sleep I'll take some Olanzepine.

I don't have PTSD from psychosis but it's pretty damn close.

No. 9 no. 3 no.2 blablabla it's horrifying.

And now people are speaking in my head of this one guy that talked to me saying it's horrifying.

Cuz it is..