I actually dislike the smell of lavendar. It has widespread recognition as being a soothing, rest-promoting aroma . . . but I just happen to dislike it. It kind of reminds me of bug spray.

Nodding off like that does seem to indicate a sleep deficit. In the course of a week, I'm sure I get enough sleep. It's s just that it comes at all hours with no regular pattern. The lack of routine makes my life feel chaotic.

Last night I told my s.o. that I felt better when he was away. I'm sorry for him, but there seems something unfair about the role I'm playing.