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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
I notice that I'll notice something in passing that is really bothering me or has me conflicted and I dream about it within a few days. Are you having any conflicting thoughts about taking your meds or about your diagnosis?
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Yep. I feel like depression and anxiety have stolen my life. I feel like meds have stolen my strength, my will and my identity.
I take my meds, I go to therapy, I have done DBT, PTSD, and CBT classes, journaling, mood tracking, Mindfulness training...and I am still miserably unhappy, isolated and unable to work. I feel helpless and hopeless. My marriage is a joke. I live with a man who, if he is breathing, he's lying to me. He is 66 and has erectile dysfunction, but it's my fault we don't have a sex life, and it's my fault that he is sexting other women. I have been patient, understanding... he's been an absolute asshole. An asshole that I am financially dependent upon.