Yes well there has to be other ways that i can gain my education. Life shouldn't be this hard all my friends tell me, i am so stubborn.
My biggest fear is ending up like my deadbeat father. So what ppl think hes intelligent. All he has done for ten years is sit on his ar#e. I will start from the bottom but not him. He isnt fit to earn what he used to so he gave up. If i give up sport i might end up like him and i would rather jump.
I think i have inherited his depressive gene and i am cursed