Yes, sometimes I can see my life, especially the 2-3 years I ended up homeless, begging in the streets, as an example of this. One crisis after another it seems.... yes, I do have my bright moments, but they sure don't last for long! None the less, I try to make the best of it. If I can help someone I do. If I can help myself, I do too. Sometimes that is all we can do, and when I say help, it might just be the tiniest thing, nothing huge or notable.