I had an ok day. I went to the school and found my classrooms. One co teacher happened to be there so I talked with her for awhile. She seems nice enough. Similar teaching styles. When I got home I just felt like I was going to cry though. I did remember to take depakote in the am so maybe it wore off. I'm feeling ok now, just exhausted.
I'm overwhelmed by the amount of work my grad class is going to take this module. It's really intense. And on top of that, My textbook delivery has been delayed. I don't know when it's going to show up and I need it by tomorrow. I'm going to school online so the physical bookstore is over an hour away. Plus I don't know where it is on campus. And I don't even know if they have the right book. The course listing online was the wrong books. I don't think my professor will be understanding. But I'll have to send her a message and just explain. And take the zeros for the first week.
I'm hoping I can handle all this without breaking from the stress. I'm in a good place right now so it should be ok but I'm just nervous.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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