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Originally Posted by GoneGirl711
I can do everything to the best of my ability. Make sure his dinner is done when he gets home. Make sure his laundry is done and put away. Make sure the house is clean. Let him watch whatever TV shows he chooses. It doesn't matter I will do or say something that sends him into the nasty name calling beast that still finds a lower place to put me.
Then to have to sleep next to him makes my skin crawl.
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Unfortunately I have been where you find yourself at present..I was there for about 20 years and when he physically turned on me that last time, I found a way out. I did end up living hidden, in a battered women's shelter for a while..only my 3 kids knew where I was. There was no pleasing this man. I never knew what I did or didn't do to "set him off". I am so thankful my children were not conceived with this monster..and I can fully understand what it's like to later sleep next to a man like that. I honestly believe people like these are never happy with themselves, and never happy with anyone else..I pray that you find whatever it is that you need to correct this problem. Pray for him that God will show him what he needs to see..I hope things get better for you. Take care...
