dear momo, thank you for your words! it is so good to hear that for some ppl it can be a turn on!! but he is not acting like awwwwwww at everything i do...(i mean its only 2 weeks since i told him, and now im on holidays away from him for some weeks, but i did expect that after confessing to him about it, he will act like awwwww, but he dosnt).
did you see the the response of @divine? dont you agree that in the light of his "i like you but i dont love you" decleration its seems like a waste of energy to stay with him??? also that now i feel like being involved in his life more, but as i wrote in the original post, for a while - and honestly more bcs of me- we used to meet once a week and the main activity we shared was in bed... i honestly feel its almost impossible to reverse the nature of our contact to something more emotionaly connected...dont you agree? i feel more and more that im now too much attached to him emotionally bcs of our amazing sex, but the life intimecy is very very poor. and what puzzels me the most, is the fact that i became obssesive about him, and i feel depressed and lost appetite, and im ashamed infront of my friends and family about how this situation caught me to the deep of my core. im really down. im on holidays and struglling to try and enjoy myself, which makes me resent him even more.