So much has been happening and changing in my life, it's scary. I really don't know what to do now. New T, finally honest with H, but I don't want to be with him or have him touch me; it hurts so bad because of what he did. I'm an "all or nothing" type of person and I don't feel like I can trust H with my all anymore. Like I said, life is crazy right now and I'm having a hard time keeping it together. Thanks for reading this... [emoji171][emoji171] n