Also, please know mistakes are perfectly normal and though embarrassing at times, they're really beneficial to us humans. We're all driven by intense feelings and passions ultimately leading to making mistakes. We need mistakes as they help us recognise any potential weakness to help us grow individually and not get into destructive patterns.

Though I believe you haven't done anything wrong, it sounds like it's drilled into your head that perhaps you have. Imagine someone close to you is going through this; how would you react? You'd support them, right? And perhaps forgive them? Try viewing yourself as this person you want to forgive. Sometimes it's easier to support and forgive those closest to us than it is to forgive ourselves when we're overwhelmed with guilt.

You're in my prayers You'll surpass this. Trust yourself