Feel ya. I never learn either. I finally left the abusive system we have here where every doctor's visit is like going to trial to be treated like a criminal!!!

I haven't had trauma in my life except the abuse brought on by health care and it made me a wreck. It's not supposed to do that.

It seems like health care abused you before. It is horrible but it seems to happen quite a bit.

I hope these people have something happening to them so they end up under health care and abused the same as they did others. Yes, I am that mean. They made me bitter and vengeful.

Being helpless does that to a person.

If you can enter another type of care, if it is even possible there, consider it. I don't have anything political against tax paid care, BUT if it creates a system that abuses patients, and where there is no transparency and where they can make up stories and that is now "truth", I'd rather leave such system. Abuse happens in any closed group, being it religious, sports etc, because its where those bastards get away with it.