pifi thank you for your words, she didnt really think it was a big deal, she always said to me if it was more serious she wouldn't have even stayed with him ... i dont she's creepy, i think he is ... dont you agree ??

golden_eve Thank you for your reply, I do know im unfair to her, i apologized to her everytime i brought up the subject, i dont even refer to it as " her past" it's my issue and i also said sorry for how i am feeling... it's not something i decided to feel, it just how i feel .. if i was in her shoes and she did break up with me, I would be heart broken, and that's why I am here actually, to get over my issue. do you really think these things can happen at such a young age ? even when they come from a good background ?
Bill3 thanks for the bluntness, i feel that even when i break up with her, the issue and images of this dude doing that to her will continue, it's like they never want to leave me ... it's like i cannot believe that this is a normal thing for guys this age
Trippin2.0 thank you for letting me know ... are hormones pretty much more intense for teens than adults ? maybe that's why he did what he did ?
and if a girl flashed me and simply went away, there is nothing i can do, but if she did, and i hated it, i would have left... she hated it, she didn't leave, that's what killing me.
and again, I'm afraid that even if i break up with her i'll feel awful cuz I dont want her to feel abandoned, and also cuz i think i'll just never get over the fact that there are guys like that in the world, just whipping it out,,, just soo effing creepy to me