Another confession, sometimes I feel lost here and that makes me feel like I'm "not ok" - "stuff" from abuse in childhood


And I miss many who used to post here

I hope they are well and happy - I know some of them are doing better

And so I'm a "failure" - = I'm "not a good person" - I haven't "moved on" = I'm "not ok"



I do think I post too much here as I feel exposed and vulnerable when nobody replies