I seem to be going through my annual festival of self hate. Everything is my fault! Hurricane Harvey? My fault. Starving children in Africa? My fault. I literally expect to peek over my shoulder and see an angry mob with pitchforks and clubs chasing me down the street.

My logical brain knows this is not true. My bipolar depression is driving the bus these past few days. I hate feeling like this! I want a cure, not just treatment dammit!