Hi nicoleb2 ,
Somehow you will , just look at how far you have come , and all you have been through.
And after all of that you are here today writing this post , fantastic

, you have more courage and will go on to do more than you can comprehend.
I know it will be a hard journey , but I also know it is one you will easily take.
Although it may not seem so now , but what if your new therapist has some fresh ideas to help you on your path to a better life.
I can`t offer any real advice , but here is what I would do , I would say :
Hi , I am ... , and I need your help , and it`s a pleasure to meet you.
Gain the high ground , straight off , meet your new therapist on your terms.
Please let us know how you made out , ok ? thanks
"Fear not the journey of darkness we must make , but have the trust that come tomorrow a new light will shine a path for your way , a better way , one that has been set aside just for you." / ref: G.S.I.
Take care
KP